My Dearest Iskandar Zulkarnain (The Beginning)

My Dearest Sweetheart in the Green Uniform, Iskandar Zulkarnain Bin Zainal


I have practically nothing to say. My love for this guy is unspoken and can't be written (although I'm typing down some stuffs). Anyway, met this irritant back then in 1999, when the both of us were in Secondary 3 and were only 15 years old.

Met the first time in Teck Whye Camp where out of the blue he came near the girl's bunk (to look for Adik) to chill for a while. By then, we were already taking over as Specialists and at that camp, he was helping out as RP.

Actually, after that, I don't remember talking to him or getting near. The next best thing I remember was after a COC rehearsel, after we were from a camp to return rifles, we went to the nearest block behind the kedai kopi and we chill there for a while, filling each other about our individual's life. I think that's when I told him that I'm going for the December Phase Specialist Course (the last batch of the Specialists).

At that time too, I was close to a guy called Sharin and I actually flirted with him but we got to nowhere because he's such a dumbass. But I'm still close to my dear though. He helped through all my hard times with my idiotic ex(s). Spend time with me whenever I'm alone and he also liked to accompany me home although he's on his bicycle and I'm in the bus.

Anyway, just before my Specialist Course, I went to his house for the first time to prepare my mutual. He helped me with it and I'm really so damn greatful for it. And when I'm attending my Specialist Course, he became the RP again, along with Sharin. And he had so much fun bullying me , letting me be the last girl to get the foods, gave me extra maha lots of water and so on.

Whatever it is, at that time, my feelings for him were hidden and untold......